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Hey Guys!  Sorry Its been so long since I have posted one of these things, I've been very..very..busy...cough.* I should really be busy planning something for work but if you know anything about me by now, it is that I have a black belt in procrastination, 5 golden stars on not being able to stay on task and an A+ in the class of lazy. So naturally I am doing everything and anything besides the thing I am supposed to be doing. It must be getting pretty serious since I decided to blog and I haven't done this for almost a year! Probably because I finished school and I have no more assignments I need to be doing.
Speaking of finishing school, I graduated from high school 7 years ago! It seems like it was yesterday that I was being kicked out of class for talking and not paying attention (see! I guess I have always had a problem with this). I actually really miss high school... am I loser for admitting this? Now that I have been out in the world experiencing grown up life, I want nothing more to sit at my usual desk in the back corner listening to one of Mr. Cox's riveting lectures on the proper use of grammar. Don't worry guys, this isn't going to turn into a memoir of Kaylee's high school life, not to say that it wouldn't be interesting, I just will spare you the stories and move on to what I was actually going to talk about. The high school blurp was a just a random brain fart that I had, thinking about what I should write about on this post.
Guys...Right now I feel like I am stuck in a rut. I am a few 20 something days from being 25, and I apparently can't do math because its actually 18 days and anyway, one day I was thinking about my birthday and how much I wish I wasn't turning 25 and I came to the conclusion that I was feeling this way about my birthday because I feel like I don't have many accomplishments. Pretty soon I am going to be sitting at my ten year high school reunion, listening to everyone's elaborate stories of how they became rich and famous and I am going to be crying on the inside from all the shame, jealousy and regret of my own life. "Hey guys, congratulations on becoming doctors, while you were kicking ace at saving lives, I was adding to the obesity statistic by sitting around watching old reruns of "how I met your mother" eating my weight in potato chips and ice cream. Great show by the way... By the rate I'm going, I'm going to need a few doctors to cure me of these bed sores I will probably have by then or prescribe me magic weight loss pills. haha I know I'll never need birth control pills... hahahaa woah did I actually just say that? haha I know I am making myself sound so attractive. Gentlemen please, one at a time. So after all this thought, I decided that I wanted to get a couple hobbies I can focus on to keep me entertained while I play this game called life and climb the ladder of old age. Here is a list that I came up with.
1. Learn another language. I've always wanted to learn spanish. I think it is a beautiful language and it would be really fun to learn. I took an introductory course to spanish in college 4  years ago and although I really enjoyed the class, it was tricky to learn when I was taking 4 other courses that were important for the degree I was going for while attending secondary school. Now that I am done with school, it might be cool to get back into spanish as a hobby.
2. Get back into blogging. Check. Maybe if I find something I enjoy doing, I will be able to blog about it.
3. Running. Oh how I miss running! I don't remember how I got into it or why I stuck with it but I am glad that I did. Last summer I used to run 5.2 km every day and by the end of summer I got up to 7. something km. Nothing better than running in that blazing hot sun, listening to some cool jams, getting a tan and a good workout. I can't wait til Mr. Golden sun pops out from his hiding place in the sky and dries up all this snow so I can run again.
4. Get to know someone I wouldn't normally take the time to get to know. uhhh Anyone wanna be my friend? haha
5. Be a better aunt to Charly. I don't think there really is any room for improvement there except I could be playing with her now instead of blogging. wait, no. she's in bed. We're good.
6. Learn to cook. Guys before you judge, I CAN make a couple things, I can toast bread like nobody's business and I also have mad skills of throwing a pizza in the oven. haha Okay, theres probably nothing worse than hearing of a girl that can't cook. Truth is, I hate cooking, I know how to cook. I know its not hard to peel some potatoes and throw them in a pot of boiling water! I can cut vegtables and throw them in a steamer, I know how to fry up a chicken breast. I  can read a recipe just as good as the next person, Im just lazy. I hate cooking. I could survive because I know how to feed myself, I just wouldn't because Im too lazy. haha Once, I slaved in the kitchen cooking up some thanksgiving din din for my family and I did everything and I was in that freaking kitchen for 7 hours. 7 hours of cooking?!? Ain't nobody got time for that! I mean, the food was delish, don't get me wrong but I am never doing that again. I will be invited to thanksgiving dinners for now on. I will even bring the pie! I wont make any promises it will be homemade though.  No wait, I call bringing the can of cranberries, and the sparkling apple juice. I will pick up that shizzz before anyone can say "TIME FOR TURKEY"
7. baseball. Kinda a spring,/summer sport.
8. piano lessons. I am actually starting to get into the habit hobby of piano again. so check.
9. follow a sports team. I really like watching sports and I just want to get crazy obsessed with something that has a cool jersey that I will most likely look great in. My brother michael loves football and knows a lot about it. I thought it would be fun to get into football as well and fight over who's team was better. So awhile ago, I picked the new Jersey jets or maybe it was new York ? Frick. The green jersey guys anyway and I picked a Tomlinson jersey and I was so proud and I couldn't wait to tell my brother and to talk smack about his team and whatever. No, I picked like thee worst team with a player that had just retired. FML so this year! I am a little late for football seeing how the super bowl was last sunday... Okay, I decided to pick the seattle Seahawks, NOT because they totally kicked ace and won the Super Bowl, but because they have lime green on their jerseys and I like green. Its a bonus that they won but their jerseys are what made me choose them. I will let you know how that goes when football starts up again. Maybe there will be super hot pics of me wearing my new jersey Im going to buy soon.

Sorry this blog doesnt have any pics, I feel like I am slacking and maybe I am. I have been working on this for a couple hours now and I am far too lazy to throw in a couple pics at this point. Maybe next time. Hope ya'll have a good night!

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Holy doodle peeps. I am writng another post within a month of the last post and if your reading this then its even finished! I am not really sure what has gotten into me because usually it takes months to produce the perfect blog post even when I have an idea of what to write about. Too bad that I dont really know what to write about because I am such in the blogging mood today. Actually, I dont think I have ever really had a topic in mind when I start blogging, so this wont be any different from my other blogs. haha glad we can figure this out.
sorry for the above paragraph ^

I dont know if you have had a chance to look outside for the last couple days ( or would  even want to) but there is friggen snow and I hate it. I call bull shizz on that ground hog seeing his shadow or whatever the old saying is because its not spring! We had better weather in our winter. Infact, I think spring and winter should probably just switch places in the cycle of seasons because they suck at what they are supposed to be doing at those times of the year. Actually, lets just cancel all seasons except summer because autumn sucks too! While I was wallowing in my misery over the weather forecast for the last couple of days I decided that I was going to pretend it was summer even though it clearly isnt, I mean spring has been MIA since I was born. I dont think I have ever met spring personally. Anyway as I was saying, since spring is a lie, Im just going to embrace summer with a warm welcome by acting like its summer all day. Here is a couple pics of me enjoying my summer so far.

Playing at the perk!

Soaked up some sun. Dang it! I forgot to take off my boots, thats going to leave a nasty tan line

Finished the day with a bon fire

Ok I could litteraly go on all day and I am actually still wearing the shorts and sunglasses so I am literally going on all day. 

Next think to talk about. So last monday I had to go into leth and do some stuff for my auto insurance and I heard that purely inspired beauty academy was doing this beauty bar and I thought it would be awesome to pop right in and see what that was all about. Plus, I needed my hair trimmed anyway. Turns out that the beauty bar only includes make-up, waxing, and eye lash extensions, nails etc and I didnt need any of those services and I didnt have an appt. Lucky for me, someone cancelled their appt so I got to get my hair done at that moment. Okay, everytime I go "get my hair trimmed" I come back with a whole new do! and its normally nothing that I really wanted. This girl who was doing my hair asked me what I wanted done with it and I told her just a trim would be dandy and she looked at me like I just admitted I was responsible for the holocaust. So I decided to be brave once again and put highlights in my hair. I told everyone that I was never dying my hair blonde ever again because it is hard to keep up and it fries my hair. Not to mention the cost is expensive because I have to keep re-dying my hair because of my dark roots. But this new hairstyle I found:

Found me a way to have blonde without having to ever dye it over and over again to obtain perfect results. (pfffffffffffft!) What I actually got, was so far from the actual picture you would wonder if she even saw the photo I waved in her face excitedly 45min prior to getting my hair done. So here is the end result:

DA HECK??? I will admit that I kinda liked it at first and thought it was pretty cool. But, Instead of warming up to it, everytime I looked in the mirror and continued to do so, the more and more disgusted I got with myself.  I know the ombre look is "thee new hair trend" but its not for me. Maybe it would be for me if There was another color that the dark blended into before the orange-y blonde and the orange-y blonde turned to blonde but it just was so choppy and not what I wanted. I felt like I was wearing a permanent black touque which is another style I cant pull off... so it was just completely an epic fail and I was getting to the point where I hated going out in public. Anyway I got it fixed THANKGOODNESSSSSSS! and this is what it looks like now:

Close enough.

Those are natural curls, by the way, just saying...
and That is my hair story. On sunday, My brother who has been growing out his hair for awhile wanted me to try straightnening it. This boy used to have straight hair as a child but once he hit puberty or something its like thick curly black afro hair. I thought it would be fun to see what he looked like with straight hair again and this is what it turned out to look like:

Again my curls are natural!
I think that is enough hair stories for one blog so lets move onto something else. 

Today is my sister Kara's bday today. <-haha funny sentence. its today incase you didnt get that.
So I wish to make a blog for her bday present because I am 90% sure she reads them and I am too poor to give her anything else. So without further adue I will get started with this tribute.
 Kara was born Today lol 23 years ago. I was only 14months when she was born so I didnt really know what a baby was because I was one myself. We got along really good though and always played together growing up. Infact, because we were so close in age and were close to the same size, and wore similar clothes, people thought we were twins.
*My mother told me this story that one time when kara and I were playing, we were about 2and 3, we had blankets around our heads for our veils and we were driving our little red jeep around and she asked where we were going and we told her we were going to get married.

There we are going to go get married.

*When we were really young we used to call EVERYONE "hunny" Honey? Anyway, we had heard our parents call each other that so we would too, didnt matter who you were, friend or foe, everyone was "hunny or honey'.

We had picnics together outside with our little play table. I dont have a dirty face, I have a bruise on my head and I bit thru my top lip. long story we'll save it for another time. kara probably pushed me lol

Us playing so nicely together in our toy room. i look like a boy...

We were calgary zoo, World's most dangerous animals together

We used to dump our cereal on the floor and eat it. gross I know. Savages, savages, barely even human...

Took baths together. Sorry for the nudity

We played in our pool together. We used to pretend our swimming suits were our dresses and we would throw each other down in the pool and yell at each other for getting our "dress" all wet.

We had alot in common including our afros

Told ya I had really long hair.

We wore matching clothes all the time

Or sometimes the same clothes

Went to dances together

Since we were so close in age we got to share friends. This was actually pretty cool. I dont know if it was because we lived in a small town and only had a handful of friends to choose from or we just were actually close and like to share friends but either/or I'm glad it worked out the way it did.

We travel together. Waikiki beach, Uahu Hawaii

We are aunties together

Anyway I dont have alot of stories that I can remember growing up. I just remember fighting over clothes and playing barbies, you know the normal girl stuff. Just wanted to wish you a happy birthday and tell you that I love ya. Hope you dont come over here and kill me for posting these pics of you, I tried to keep it PG, We all know you have some scary pics. haha anyway I am finally going to bed. Love ya tons, and Im glad we are sisters and grew up together and had a little fun.
To the rest of you loser blog readers. Im peacing out and going to bed so Gnight yall.

the stuff in kaylee's brain today

Sorry for taking half a year to write a blog post. Im trying to think of reasons as why this has taken so long to write but none are cooking up in the ol' membrane so im just going to carry on with this blog. I am bloggin without a topic today so this is just about the mumbo jumbo that hides in the back of the kaylee brain and I just want to vent is all. So if you were hoping for a long detailed post about what the heck kaylee heidinger has been up to since the last post of october 3, 2012, than I am sorry to disapoint you but thats not going to happen so you might as well click the red "X" out of this page and I suggest watching a biography of someone else you admire. If you were wondering what kinds of things happen inside my head, then this blog is for you! So I dont know, pop some popcorn, get comfy and enjoy reading through my thoughts and laughin your lil heart out (hopefully).
 The first rant I want go on is about boys! Im going to assume no guys read my blog because they are too busy playing video games or doing the manly things that men do. Or, at least I'm hoping because after reading this I will probably have sealed my fate of being forever alone. Ok where do I begin??? You know what? I am going to just make a list of what I hate about guys, the things they do that makes no sense to me and drives me CRAZY. Im sorry if your a guy and reading this but I did warn you beforehand. Maybe you can help me out with this and answer some of these questions that I have, so I can move on and use my brain for important decisions like should I have a banana with peanut butter or my whole easter candy for breakfast? you know? normal things. So if your a guy proceed reading at your own risk.
1. Texting. Texting a guy is a complete headache. One of my friends has this rule where girls dont text guys unless they text you first. I thought this was a pretty good idea because in the dating world the guys have the upper hand so if he wants to talk to you, he will find a way to get a hold of you. I have lived by that rule like its one of the ten commandments. So then some guys will text a simple "hey whats up?" and I will text them back and tell them whats up and then I dont hear back from them forever. Did you really just want to know what was up? Usually when I text people, I want to hear more than what they have been up to. I dont get it. Its cruel, you get my hopes up (depending who you are) and then I never hear back from you again. Why even text in the first place if your not going to follow up with an actual conversation? Unless you ran out of free texts to send, your phone is about to die then there really isnt an excuse for a sudden end of the conversation. Even if this was the case, why in the heck did you wait till your battery was dead or your very last free text to text me anyways? oh and one word answers are just awesome. I write this beautiful paragraph with just the right amount of laughter and info a text should have and I get back "k" "lol" "oic" If you dont have something equally as funny or cant contribute to the convo more than that then why even text back? I just become embarrassed for the novel I just sent, and wonder if you even really care what I'm talking about. Or the people who have a phone and you need to ask them an important question or someting like right away and then three days later they are like " oh sorry, I didnt have my phone with me." Say wha? I dont get many messages myself but its unsafe to travel without your phone, especially with my luck. I mean props to you for living in a world of technology without your technology but please for just the sake that I might call you. BRING YOUR DANG PHONE AND CHECK IT!  im feeling better already...
2. As I was saying before, Guys have the upperhand when it comes to dating and in our church we have plenty of dating opportunites. We are counseled by our church leaders to not just "hang-out" but to go on actual dates. I go on dates, i have a date with my sad sappy chick flick movie and barrel of ice cream and a tissue box every friday-saturday night. Thanks guys! haha im kidding I just want to complain about the difference between a date and just hanging out. Im not sure what the difference is to be honest. I thought if someone of the opposite gender as you are asks you to do something, just the two of you, its a date. A hang out session is when you have nothing better to do and you dont have anything planned and its usually with other people. Those are my ideas of what those two are. If your a guy and your interested in a girl all you have to do is plan a wicked awesome date, call the girl of your dreams, find a time you are both available and then go pick her up when that time comes and go have a blast. If it doesnt turn out the way you thought it would for whatever reason, dont call her again. If you had a great time and your still interested, ask her on a second date. This isnt rocket science! Im not sure what the big deal is when it comes to dating, but whatever the issue is, your probably making it bigger than it is. So all you have to do is attend some activities look for a girl who you can maybe see yourself with, ask her on a date. If she declines she obviously sucks at life and you wouldnt want her anyway, if she accepts, im giving you an air high five right now. ...moving on...
3. There is nothing more awkward then hanging out with a guy who you may think is interested in you, and you sit in silence because he just asked you to hang out but he is relying on you to talk the entire time. I hate that I have to start all the conversations because you wont contribute anything. Im sure there are some topics you like to talk about, say something! You obviously dont know me very well maybe start asking me some questions about myself. How else are you going to get to know the girl your dating if you dont ask. If you know everything already then your either a stalker and thats uber creepy or you have already been friends for awhile and have warmed up to each other so you can talk about uber creepy things haha I dunno. I thought guys loved the "chase" or is that trend dying as well?
I cant go into detail of EVERYTHING that annoys me about guys because I havent dated one for awhile, but when I am, I will let you know all about it when I feel like venting about that.

Another thing that has been bothering me lately is my obsession with food. I know I talk about food on here all the time but Im hoping that posting my eating habits for the people of facebook to see will embarrass me enough to make a change. I dont know if Im going through a late adolescent growth spurt or my inner fat kid just has 0 control. Im thinking its the latter. I am constantly hungry, If Im not eating, I am usually dreaming about it, already on my own way to get it or digesting it (shortest phase). I used to have this rule to not eat after 8pm and I was doing so good until christmas hit! then new years eve and day in the same week. Im japan and that was freaking bombs on hiroshima and nagasaki. I keep telling myself that bikini season is coming and I need to get myself in shape so no one mistakes me for free willy but I have no incentive. What do I award myself with if I run everyday, and eat healthy? It seems contradictory to reward myself with a cheat day of allowing myself to eat anything I want because I ate soo good previously in the week. If your an addict, and you are sober for a week, are you allowed to have a cheat day and you get to use the drug or alcohol of your choice. I should hope not. Buying clothes is useless, if your living in the depths of poverty like me that isnt an option. What is the point of shopping for clothes when you are working to decrease your dress size and its taking forever for the weight to vanish? You cant buy the clothes the same size you are now because you might not be that size later. You cant buy something that will fit your goal size you because there might be a possibility you wont ever reach that and you just spent money you didnt even have on something you wont ever get to wear. I dont know about you but, I dont run a little bit faster or harder because I have a fresh bag of carrots waiting at home for me. no incentive.
 Running isnt really the issue, my diet is. Here is a little background knowledge about my eating habits:.
There once was a time where I could eat anything and lost weight. Doesn't make any sense but while everyone was concerned about me being annorexic I was finishing my 9th whole bagel for breakfast-actual story, I have witnesses. Unfortunately my metabolism hasnt got the same memo as my stomach has, so im in deep trouble if I carry on with this diet any further. Dont worry, I havent ate a whole bag of bagels recently but my problem isnt portion size, now anyway, its saying no to the wrong foods. If I am in lethbridge, I always will hit up some junk creator like mcdonalds or marble slab, dairy queen and get something from their menu. ALWAYS. I could leave my house crawling because I am so full and 10/10 times I will buy some dessert in lethbridge. I greet food like I would a long lost bro. Sometimes I get so desperate for junk food that I will try and make it myself.
There was this one always time I was craving peanut butter and decided I would make these peanut butter marshmellow squares. I was too lazy to actually look up the recipe online so I made up my own. I thought I would mix a whole bunch of peanut butter with some mini marshmellows stick it in a glass container and freeze it to make it hard.

The container I stuck it in was too big for the portion size it was intended for and it wasnt even square. When it wasnt ready in ten min like I had hoped, I decided to melt everything and make peanut butter rice krispy sqaures. My marshmellows were so old they didnt even melt and they just burned so it looked like this:

After much contemplating if I should still eat or not, I decided against it.

*The christmas before last, I cried when my mom only made 2 buckets full of cinnamon buns. My exact words were "what? we only get 4 each?"

*Is anyone else concerned that Im always the first one to dish up my food at all events I attend?

*One time my family was ordering chinese with some relatives and my aunt asked what dinner we should order a dinner for 5 or a dinner for 6? my mom told them a dinner for 6 because I was going to be there.

*The other day my brothers and I went to leth to buy some food for our bonfire, we stopped in at mcdonalds full knowing that we were going to be eating at our bonfire. We ordered a full meal for ourselves, holding our purchases for our bonfire we were going home to create as soon as we got home. Ordered anyway.

*Last night my brothers and I had a bonfire with hot dogs and smores. I roasted myself a marshmellow, had the crackers and chocolate ready, put it together, halfway through the smore I realized my chocolate wasnt in it and went back to the table looking for it. After ten min I found it on the ground and ate it anyway. While I was on hands and knees on the ground searching for this little piece of chocolate, I kept saying "you can run but you cant hide." how pathetic is that?
Unless I have plans to be a sumo wrestler in the near future this is not ok. So if any of you out there that have made it this far reading my blog and havent died from boredom yet, if you have any suggestions of what I could do to improve my control skills, I would be open to hearing them.

My brother is going on a mission next month and Im actually really sad about this. Sure its exciting, he said I could babysit his mac computer while he is gone, so thats a plus, but I cant get over the fact he is leaving for 2 whole years. My brother and I are alot a like and get along really easily and have alot of fun times. I dont know what I am going to do while he is gone but I can tell you it wont be as much fun as it would be if he was here. I think he will make a great missionary and I am happy he is going, I just wish I could fast forward 2 years so he is already back. and my other brother has gone...haha jk. I am excited for the trip taking him down to the MTC. I love road trips listening to music, and hanging out with the fam. I know there is some pretty good shopping places in utah and Im going to need a little retail therapy after dropping off my brother. Also, I get to see my best pal Jon!
Anyway I have a couple stories and pics with my brother matt just so you know how close we are and how much I will miss him when he goes.
Truth is, my mother failed to take pictures of me and mathew playing  when we were little so I had to crop the others out of these photos, so people would think we were close friends haha

AWWWWWW wasnt I cute?haha

I dont know why he is wearing a blanket around his head?

This has nothing to do with matt and I but I just had to post because I couldnt stop laughing. I cannot figure for the life of me why I didnt have friends in that grade, can maybe one of you help me out with this? I think maybe I was too busy being kara's friend because she looks a little geeky here too. haha

Some memories I have about hanging out with mathew is when we were children, us girls had our dolls and barbies we liked to play with and almost everytime we played with them, my bros wanted to play too. If we were playing barbies they would pretend they were our husbands (with their GIJoes) and they would pretend to go off to war. If we were playing dolls, they were our husbands then too. We would have play church on the front stairs and they would take turns taking our doll children out for a spanking. I wonder where we learned that from?
We would play judge judy and I would be the judge and Matt and Mike would be my bailiffs haha They would wear their suits and draw beards on their little boy faces.
One time matt and I were watching Dante's peak (a movie about a volcano if you have never heard of it) and this one part scared us so much we went upstairs and played lego together. We were shaking and just couldnt stop talking about how much it grossed us out. Even talking about it now we get the shivers.
When we were younger I would sneak in their rooms to talk about everything and anything at night when we were suppposed to be sleeping. Sometimes our parents would hear us and try to come downstairs and threaten to spank us but I would beat them to my room and pretend I was sleeping, my bros would do the same. It was so much fun and I enjoyed talking to them before bed every night.

We went to disney world one year and the whole time matt and I would pretend to be overly excited idiot tourists. It never got old...to us. We hung out this whole trip I swear

Im going to miss going cruisin and listening to country

We sun tan in the backyard every year. Now I will be all alone :(

We grow out our beards together. haha

 When Matt was born he was born with an undeveloped lung and almost didnt make it. The story goes as told that when I finally got to see him, he was hooked up to alot of different kinds of tubes and my four year old little self didnt understand his condition. My mother said that I didnt want to hold him and told them I wanted a new brother. Once he got home, I thought he was pretty cool. I actually remember him throwing up on me the first time. Anyway Im glad he survived and his lungs are ok and my parents ignored my requests for a new brother or else I would have missed out on all these awesome times. Matt if your reading this I love ya tons! your one of my bestest friends and I love talking to you. You have impressed me with your maturity and advice you have given me when I have come to talk to you about my problems. I am glad you decided to go on a mission and I know you will change some peoples lives because of this decision.

anyway I have been working on this post all day and I want to go eat something so good day to you all and I hope you enjoyed this post.

Procrastination at its finest.

The only reason I am blogging today isnt because I dont have anything better to do, or that I have had so many experiences that I needed to share before I forget them. Its because I seemed to have caught the procrastination flu once again. I have a tiny mountain of things needed done by tomorrow so naturally I am doing everything but what I actually should be doing, including blogging. But who doesnt appreciate a little insight to kaylee's life once inawhile? exactly what I was thinking. Its kind of like graffiti on a train. Beautiful work of art but not necessarily a good thing to put on a train. A blog from mua is a beautiful work of art but not necessarily a good thing to do instead of homework. haha I brought up the train idea because I just heard a train and I really want to spray paint a trademark of my own on one of those carts one day. gahhhhhh I cant even focus on the point of this blog. Actually, this blog has no point to it HAHAHAAHAHA -my dad just said "da heck." I find it funny cuz I usually say it alot and I guess it is rubbing off onto my family. I never realized how much my speach impacted my family. I remember the first time I heard my dad say "frick" and I thought that was pretty hilarious too. I think you know by now that this blog is going to be one of those times where I just write about what ever comes to my mind which makes no sense of why I would think that and all these ideas have no relation or flow whatsoever. The only thing they have in common is they are all ideas, memories and flat out nonsense just floating up in kaylee's frontal lobe region of her brain.
I cant tell you all the crazy things that I have been doing since the last time I have blogged because I do actually have to start on my homework sometime tonight. Lets start with the most exciting though! On September 15th I became an Aunt. As exciting as that is, I didnt honor this role I was suddenly given as most people do. Up to the day she was born, I thought that it would be nothing but a burden on my already sad and pathetic life to have a baby come and live with my family. To my surprise, it has been nothing but a special gift. I would even say this when she is crying too. Its amazing how much love you have for someone that you thought would ruin everything. This doesnt make me sound like the best sister or prize aunt of the year but I am ashamed to admit that I really did not want this baby. I thought her crying would interfere with my beauty sleep and ultimately put a decline in my school grades (not that procrastination is helping with that...).  I thought that the last thing this family needed was to raise another baby. I thought these things right up until I saw my neice for the first time and became overwhelmed with love and compassion when I finally got to hold her. Now, I try to look at things in a positive light. She is so cute and tiny and its strange how when I have a bad day I  just hold lil charly for a bit and I feel a lot better and motivated to try harder in my own life. I even enjoy changing her diaper. I know this is all good practice for me when I eventually have children so I am eager to learn everything I can so I wont be terrified for when those days of child bearing come for me. Here is some pics of me hanging out with charlytard:
My and an unhappy charzard. haha This is me trying to soothe a crying baby. Sticking a camera in her face doesnt help just so ya'll know.I let her throw up on me and then I took pride into changing her. She doesnt look to happy here either.
 There! all done!
Obviously after throwing up on me she needed to burp so I helped her do that.
Sometimes I let her be a bro with me.
Time for our close up.

Just walking the floor with charly

Sometimes I let her help me with my homework (pfft like I actually do my hw) or socialize on facebook (yep thats more like it).

The only thing that really annoys me about this whole new baby situation is the people of society who say the oddest things that either makes me really angry and hate my life even more. The one that particularly bugs me the most is when people say "oh Kara, a baby looks good on you?"  Where do I begin with this sentence?  I get Kara is married and therefore a baby is usually the next step and this comment is given by other members of the church to encourage her to have a baby. It bothers me because first of all, Do I look especially haggard with a baby, just because I am not married? Does a baby not look good on non married people?  Next issue with this statement that I have is basically summed up to that Kara is no ready to have children then myself. Sure, she is married but no one is 100% ready to raise a child. Even when you are financially stable, done school, or planned to have children. I am of course speaking for myself, who has never raised any children but I know its not easy peasy! What Im trying to say is, Im sure that if I had a baby without being married, I'd still be a good mother and its not like I wouldnt have any assistance. I know  I probably blew this statement out of proportion but it seriously bugged me to no end to hear everyone say this and my blog is a perfect place to vent. On to saying number two, " So Kara is married, Tasha had a baby, what is the other one up to?" Oh my cherry cheese pie! Am I nothing because I havent reached these major life milestones yet? Where does finishing up my last year of school and getting a degree rank on the scale of life's accomplishments? Im sure its not a 0 but Thanks for making me feel like one though. Can you see how these sayins can send mixed messages into a poor brain like mine? Your nothing if you are not married or have a baby but if you have a baby when your not married then it looks ugly on you. I cannot win.

Next exciting thing. I started my last year of school on september 10th and so far I am really liking it alot. At first I was really nervous to start practicum but since I have gotten feedback that I am doing really well I feel a whole lot better about it. Im not sure if I am allowed to post where I am doing my practicum for confidentiality reasons but I can say that its a bit out of my comfort zone and I am really enjoying learning and participating in the activities and counseling sessions. I am still scared to actually be done school and out in the social work field all by myself but I guess I'll cross that bridge when I come to it.

I know I have written a ton of blogs on my many failed attempts at exercise and dieting but I have actually been doing really good with running everyday. I am not sure why I started running but I remember it was a tuesday (which is weird cuz I never start anything on a tuesday. Everything has to be started on a monday even if I mess up on a monday, we start next monday). Anyway, I decided to go on a run and at first I almost killed myself and had to stop numerous of times to catch my breath, get rid of a cramp, cry, whatever and I finally completed the 5k in almost an hour. When I arrived home I was even more pathetic rolling around on my front lawn begging for water haha dont judge. Instead of thinking that I should be good for a month, returning to my usual routine of television and food, I tried running again. This time I only allowed myself to walk for 5 min. The next day I limited to only walking one street which took 2min, and by friday I had ran the total 5.3 km. Now I run the same route everyday and I find that I can keep going so its my goal to be able to run 10k by the end of this month. yay me! Surprisingly, I actually like running and its one of the most important things I absolutely have to do everyday for my own personal self care. Running in the rain is especially fun, and actually kind of relaxing...well as relaxing as a run can be anyway. Its actually almost time for me to run so gotta run, to run haha
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back now and it only took me 35 min to run 5.3 km which was 3 min faster then yesterday. go me!. Because I was so bored today I wrote a test that consisted 23 questions about me, to see how well my family knew me. Turns out my family doesnt really know me at all haha and they arent even that hard of questions. I will write them down on this blog and you can test yourself if you wish in the comments below to see if you know me as well as you think you do.
1. What is my favorite color?
2. what is my favorite animal?
3. what is one of the next places I would like to travel to?
4. what is my least favorite body part on myself?
5. who is my fav. country singer?
6. what is my fav. food?
7. what food have I been craving lately?
8. what is one of my favorite things to do? (list anything)
9. what is my fav brand of clothing?
10. If i could buy any vehicle what would I get?
11. if i could play any sport what would I play?
12. how many kids do i want?
13. what breed of dog do i want?
14. what do i want to be when i grow up?
15. what is one of my favorite tv shows?
16. what do i fear most?
17. what is my least favorite food?
18. what is my fav. chocolate bar?
19. who in my family am i most closest to? (charly doesnt count haha)
20. what is something that annoys me? (pet peeve)
21. what is something i regret?
22. who is my best friend?
23. what do you like most about me? ;)

So there you have it. I am trying to think of anything else that is new or exciting but by the looks of this test, well ...let alone blog, there is obviously not anything exciting happening at the heidinger homestead. Anyway Its about time I started on my homework so Im not cramming last min. Its approximately 8:19 pm and its due tomorrow so anyone who knows me will be proud that Im starting it before midnight. Hope this blog redeems me from not writing one in such a very long time. season greetings to you all. good day.

Kaylee doing the normal Kaylee things she does

Holy crap. If you all knew how long it actually took me to get to the computer to even write a blog you would all be giving me a stand up round of applause right now. First, I had to get motivated enough to write one. a couple weeks after that haha I got up and turned on the computer. Then it wouldn't connect to the internet so I was fooling around with that. I am on my brother's mac so I had to figure out how to find the internet and everything. After what seemed like17 hours the internet decided to work and I finally got to the blog home page. I suck at remembering passwords and of course I couldn't remember my password to get in and write this blog. This always happens to me. I come up with the coolest passwords and then I can't even remember them all to save my life. Then once I do, I have to answer security questions...my own, that I set myself. should be easy, and for most people it is but not this girl. I have online banking but everytime I go online to check the funds, I pass the password part but I fail my own security questions  which puts a freeze on my account. c'mon! How am I supposed to remember what my favourite subject in school was! um graduation? Anyway I got a new password that I will most likely forget when I need to log in the next time, an eternity down the road. Ok, the important thing is, is that I finally made it to my profile and I have almost written half my blog. Except now I can't even remember what I really was going to blog about...

k so a couple weeks ago I had the most hilarious idea for a blog, I thought of this while I was at work and it took all day to complete it. My idea was to write about a day with kaylee. I don't think anyone really cares what I do all day but incase there is people out there that ponder this I am going to show and tell you. Keep in mind that a normal day with kaylee is not really that normal at all. Anyone that really knows me knows that I am really random and has done some pretty crazy things. Also, I don't do this everyday but it is a couple of ideas that I have done and that are normal for kaylee to do.

First of all, I wake up. obvs

Then I attempt to make chocolate chip waffles.

Ate them anyway...

I make eating look so attractive, I knowWash my face with OXY to avoid acne

Then I brush my teeth

now its time to get dressed. Figuring out what to wear everyday is one of the hardest decisions. If you saw how much clothes I have you would know what I am talking about. I change at least 5 times a day. at least.

Possibly the coolest outfit I own but unfortunately the weather did not permit me to wear this beauty. :(

Its important not to over think things or you may come out looking like this.

Yes! finally a decent outfit.

Then once you figure out to what to wear, you have to deal with the rat nest on top of your head. Since I was blessed with hair that has a mind of its own, I spend the rest of the morning trying to make it look decent enough to pass as normal, so I can carry on with the rest of my day. I hadnt tried the head band look in awhile and now I know why...

Not even if I try it a different way.

pigtails. another look I hadnt done in awhile. another look I cant pull off.

what about a side braid? this is a look I have tried like never.

might as well try out the duck face too while your embarrassing yourself with these lovely hairdos. haha

woah! maybe go back to the headband

when all else fails just leave it down Then I usually check my facebook and find cool stuff on pinterest. no i do not eat milkbones, they just happened to be in the picture.Then its LUNCHTIME! thank goodness I didnt make waffles this time.

then I like to play dress up with my catGangstas!

mustnt forget about the turtle

Its almost bikini season, you knowSometimes I like to play a little singstarI may or may not of got a little carried away.....

after jamin out, I like to cuddle up with a good book and do a little bit of light reading

Once in awhile I will go for a run

Carrots are a huge part of my life now. Since I am trying to be healthy I have been eating carrots non-stop.

they are quite boring

but I can get creative. once I am all showered up and ready for the day again I like to sit out on the swing and enjoy all my beautiful surroundings. Notice how many times I have changed throughout this day.

sometimes I intrude on my parents date night. especially if they are going for chinese.

I go on a couple drives myself. Pause for a sec. Are those not the coolest shades you have ever seen? They are my fav.

I also like to go visit with one of my coolest cousins ever! I love going over to visit and sometimes we make some pretty tasty things. After those "ice cream sandwhiches" we tried to make, we thought we would make something more simple: a smoothie or milkshake. I cant remember.

So as you can see, I had a pretty eventful day that day. Now that everyone thinks I am the weirdest person ever I am going to quit while I am ahead and leave you to wonder what will kaylee do the next day.